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[Saturday, February 4th, 2006 @ 6:40pm]

hey everyone!
before anyone ask, yes, i forgot my password and no, i did not forget that i have a LJ...

hmm, vacation is ending [ok, it won't be over til' march 13rd, but still... the end is near...] and once again I feel like I've done nothing...

this past week
* I tried to convince mom to get a cat [there's this guy at my street who's donating little kittens, and ohhhh, I loooove little kittensss!], but once again I got nothing... =/
*I spent R$40 in stupid, stupid, stupid things
*I talked to cuteee, cutee, cuteee emo-boy and found out he's gay [oh, what a shock... pfft]
*Now I can see the rich text thing... yey! no more looking for codes in the past posts that lead to LJ cuts and stuff...
*Spent some time photoshoping for no good reason
*Went to the beach... again... =/
*Watched "Rumor has It" and kinda liked it...
*Did not call Marie on her birthday...

and I now feel like a 12 year old... all happy and with absolutely nooo great news... =/
well...

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Baby on Board! [Wednesday, January 11th, 2006 @ 5:33am]
ok, so forget about EVERYTHING!!!
BRANGELINA = PREGNANT!!!
GAHHHHHH, I'm sooooooo happy I think I'll explode or something!
More cute babies for us all to adoreeee!

happy ~ happy ~ happyyyyyy
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[Tuesday, January 10th, 2006 @ 3:27am]
hi guys!
long time, huh?

well, first of all... HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I hope this is being a better one for you then it is for me...

*I did not pass the tests, so, I'll be at least another 6 months trying my best to get into college... that sucks so much =´[
*Prix is now in Argentina *envy* - darlin', hope you're having a great time
*two great friends of mine got involved in motorcycle/ car accidents... I got so scared...
*mom is bitching about me not making the right choices or making no choices at all, I'm so tired of that
*thanks to the amazing government, phone bills will be more expensive, that means no internet for this girl
*my best friend may be getting married... =´[
*THE B&A FORUM IS CLOSED
*I just ruined a white dress with stupid coffee...

I'll stop here, cause the rest is really depressing [for me anyway...]

KISSES
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[Sunday, November 20th, 2005 @ 7:12pm]
hey everyone!
I'm be unable to post and comment on you guys' LJs till' next month
There's this huge test I need to pass on, and I have to dedicate myself to the studies...
Hope to hear from you soon

Kiss, kiss
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[Thursday, October 13th, 2005 @ 1:57am]
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. (yes, this actually happened: read more)

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

REPOST THIS IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG
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[Thursday, September 22nd, 2005 @ 9:33pm]
ok... just one little thing...


BAAAAAAAAAAAMZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!

GAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if i died right now i could say i died REALLY HAPPY!!!
*jumping* *jumping* *jumping*
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[Sunday, September 18th, 2005 @ 6:23pm]

fever sucks
- skipping classes when you need to learn stuff sucks too
- losing the entire saturday in bed sucks more than anything

- but yey! the rich mode is now working here!
- FUVEST here i go... [hm, maybe that's not so nice]
- i understood! i finally understood! my life is now... not different, yeyyy

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[Sunday, September 4th, 2005 @ 3:35pm]
|mood| ~ |happy|
|music| ~ |"bad day" - daniel powter|

-* new lay, finally! the colors are killing me, but still...

-* my life is the most useless thing... hope i can get into college this year or i'm gonna shoot my self between the eyes or something...

-* i think i lost my passport =/ i'm sooo dead

-* i'm sorry for i didn't comment in your ljs for so long! i promise as soon as i'm free of all the study-study i'll be in each one daily! promise! and i so hope to have cable internet till' then [damn you, telefonica!]

-* now i'm going to obssess a little more about brangelina, excuse me =P

~evie~
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[Thursday, July 28th, 2005 @ 1:33am]
|mood| ~ |guilty|
|music| ~ |"no surprises" - radiohead|


* ok, so... i'm really nervous and anxious the last few days... my subconscious or something is a real whore and i damn well hate it!
so, i was on a diet and now... i can't stop eating and that's driving me crazy!!! i'm getting fat! oh noooo!!!!!
Lindsay, Nicole, Peter Jackson... please save my life! pleaaaaaase give me the formula!!! PLEASEEE???

* i'm getting addicted to shoesss!!! AHHH, i hate not having money for all the stuff buying... hey, would you hire me?

* new lay is ready, i'm just lazy about posting it...

* and tomorrow is </a></b></a>[info]'s birthday!!! hun, you know i love and i will always be here for you... call me about saturday, dammit!

kiss, kiss
*Evie*
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[Saturday, July 23rd, 2005 @ 4:19pm]
|music| ~ |"love will keep us together" - captain & tennille|

bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored
*heads to photoshop*
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